Is following your true calling an unrealistic fantasy?
Some people second guess their clothing choices, the location, and possibly the timing. Most people fear seeming that they don't know anything. Sometimes, it is the first time getting to REALLY connect with one's own body.
In all aspects of our lives, we as humans typically have a tough time just letting go, and it can cause us so much grief. One could argue that our struggling comes from that attachment...
We all have to face our fears at some point, right? If you would have asked me a year ago if I'd be writing this post right now, I'd probably laugh in your face as I ate a big chocolate cupcake..